You as a Christian need to look only in one direction.
You need to look only to Jesus
Listen to the answer the Christ gave to Philip:
⁸Philip said to Him, “Lord, show us the Father, and it is enough for us.” ⁹Jesus said to him, “Have I been so long with you, and yet you have not come to know Me, Philip? He who has seen Me has seen the Father; how can you say, ‘Show us the Father’?