Many people kept asking me
▪︎ how God saved my life 6 times
▪︎ I like to know more about you
▪︎ You must have a blessed life, please tell us about it
Well I did what you asked for, and although it absolutely doesn’t show you all the things that I had to go through, you now will understand why I named this series “Unwanted and rejected”.
Although I preached often in meetings where thousands were present, and I reached millions through Internet, you absolutely cannot put me on the list where you find the great preachers. To those standards I am leading the list of failures.
For indeed every time again, people didn’t want me, or the message I preached, every time again, people rejected me, and the Word I spoke.
Sometimes because of futile things like skin color, denomination, the people to whom I preached before, or the used Bible Translations, and sometimes just because they didn’t want to accept what the Bible says, because their own ways seemed better to them.
I feel that I was saved every time, to warn people, but these recent days I’m feeling very strongly that there is coming an end to all of it.
The opportunities and the possibilities to warn people seem to close down, and also my body seems to be closing down bit by bit.
I know people call me negative because of saying this, but there is an end.
It is true, I can write warnings till I turn blue or purple, but people keep going their own way. But listen carefully, this wrong decision to not follow the Christ, or indecisiveness to surrender, will soon bring them in a place where they will be eternally sorry.
No, I’m not placing myself in any way above you.
Please don’t misunderstand!
▪︎ I myself need His grace and forgiveness as much as you do
▪︎ I myself am wrestling against sin as well… And sometimes I loose, just like you.
▪︎ I myself am in no way better than you are… Safe that I know that I am His, and that my sins are forgiven.
I know He died for me, and set me free.
I know to Whom I can go with my sorrows and my problems, and where I can receive forgiveness when I stumbled and fell.
And I don’t only know, but I also did so, and do so.
You also know to Whom you can go with your sorrows and problems, for I told you multiple times, but this doesn’t make any difference as long as you don’t really surrender to Him, and you really hand your life, and everything else to Him.
Don’t delay, for there is an end, and that end is coming soon.
For some of you maybe even today!